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Friday, September 16, 2005

In closing

For some personal reasons, I am closing my blog. So this is gonna be my last entry and I am gonna end my blog with a happy note.

Its only september, barely 3/4 of a year, yet it seem as if I have had this blog forever. Its been a great year. I have seen quite alot, gone through tough times and happy times and I have learnt so much. This blog started on the 2nd of january as a birthday gift from my beloved sister. In this 100 over entries, I have lamented about NS life; written down moments of joy; dwelled in nifty emotions and expressed love. From now on, its gonna be a closed book.

The week didn't start off well. Monday had me feeling totally down the drain. But on that very same day, I saw what friendship could do. Saw how it extends to selfless unquestioned sacrifices and unconditional forgiveness. "If there is one thing I will turn to, its friendship..." I thought I understood the meaning of this statement. Nah, I knew what it means. It was monday night that i was able to identify with its significance.

~Bound by friendship, my heart hurts whenever yours is broken~

I wanted some time away to consolidate myself. Put it simply, to 'change'. I wanted some time away, to give it up - for friendship. I wanted some time away so I can have space to be anew. On one sided opinions, i thought, you needed the same space to find and live your dream.

~No matter how far and high the kite flies. No matter how strong the wind blows. So long as we don't let go of the string. It never flies away.~

Went to town this afternoon and it was a great day. Had swensens, played air-hockey and chilled at coffeebean. Never had a more beautiful day. Never had such a genuine smile.I was happy. What more is there to say.

I studied your face so I will remember every inch of it. Without words I spoke my heart.

Sweet Dreams - Air Supply

This is the time when you need a friend
You just need someone near
I'm not looking forward to the night I'll spend
Thinking of you when you're not here
How many times will I think
About the things I'd like to do
Always denied the right to live my life
The way I want
I want to share it with you

Close your eyes
I want to ride the skies
In my sweet dreams
Close your eyes
I want to see you tonight
In my sweet dreams
I'll think of your kiss

As the days roll by
And I'll write the words you love
And what I can't say in a letter
Will just have to wait 'til I get home
There's not much time to tell you
Half the things I should
Only that I'm so glad I fell in love with you
And I'd do it again if I could

Close your eyes
I want to ride the skies
In my sweet dreams
Close your eyes
I want to see you tonight
In my sweet dreams

Close your eyes
I want to ride the skies
In my sweet dreams
Close your eyes
I want to see you tonight
In my sweet dreams

---- Instrumental Interlude ----
Sleep like a child
Resting deep
You don't know what you give me
I keep for these moments alone

~Book Closed~
Dreams.Joy.Love

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Peaceful ending...

I am deleting this post because it hurt someone. Never do I want the person to ever see this painful words again.

"The most beautiful thing god gave to me", no you are not, cos I don't believe in god. Neither are you a thing.

You simply made this world beautiful.